And I was doing so well recently being superpositive. Maybe its the weather, and the grim reality of actually being on the dole, but I'm close to running down the road screaming until I vomit.

I mean I'm sure somebody would actually employ me eventually if I didn't have a phobia of applying for jobs, fuelled by the situation of being hugely academically overqualified vs really shit work experience and the conviction that any job I did get, I would very quickly grow to despise anyway.

And when I do become positive, having found a job to apply for that I'm really qualified for and maybe wouldn't mind doing, and I don't even get a response let alone an interview, words can't express the feeling of wretchedness.

Some words of encouragement, please. Please.