I've come to the conclusion, I'm adverse to 'dating'.

Tonight, I meet a girl for the first time. She's totally stunning, intelligent - ticks all the boxes. Until 'she's tired' and I'm home by half ten. Meeting up again? 'text me and we'll see what happens'. On the positive side, there was a kiss...

Why, at 25, do I not know what any of this means?

Fuck. I wish I there were more situations in life that would leave my head alone.