i can't believe it's all going to be over in a month or so. today was the first episode of series seven. ive watched every episode since E4 started in the summer...and soon...nothing. it hasn't always been good...but sometimes i's been amazing..and soon it will all be gone forever.

this whole thing....its like...... an old lady whoose lawn i started to cut and do odd-jobs for in the summer because i had nothing better to do and someone said it would be a good idea and nice thing to do...so i started cutting it, and we got on amazingly well...and she had good cake and stories about the old days, and she had a sort of faded hollywood glamour about her, and i looked forward to it everyday....but she was dying of a brain tumor, so my visits couldnt last forever because she's be dead in a few months..and sometimes, because of the ole tumor, she's be a bit off..and i wouldnt really enjoy the visits and she didnt seem like herself..but i always went back because she would always get better again and the good cake and good stories always came back....and my mates...they were like...'what you hanging around with that old bird for...its weired and shit and not funny...i sort of dislike you for hanging around with her'...and i'd feel a bit of shame but id always defend her....and now she's gonna be dead soon..she's on the home straight, so im getting a bit emotional...but it feels good because even though she's dying, she's on top from and the tales seem to be sparking like they used to so im sad she's off but happy to see out her last days hanging around with her.

and gilmore girls,..it's just like this.

sad, sad times