So yeah, im sitting here nearly in tears..

ex just text to say he is bringing down the rest of my stuff later and my big TV. couldnt get it when he moved out because my lift was broken and nobody was up for carrying it up 6 flights of stairs.. esp cause its the size of a sofa

He has also said his job is up in 4 weeks and he is moving to New York to live.. i feel very very strange and a bit weepy. i know its over, im just dissapointed that he hadnt made more effort to stay in contact (like he said he would) we were best mates after all and we had agreed to go for coffees and pints a few times after the break up and he never got in touch to do it. he has really changed because he was/is a really is a nice guy. salt of the earth.

Please cheer me up! ive been doing so well! ive only cried three times and one of those was a serious comedown sunday.

:( emo x