So in India about 7 or 8 of us got really close, really good friends and we all travelled together for 2 months after the charity project. We all became such good friends that this week we went over to Amsterdam to see them (4 of them live there and the rest of us live here in England) and I have a thing for one of the dutch girls. It's quite blindingly obvious, most of them make passing jokes about it every now and then and although i always kinda knew i liked her i never really realised until i left them all yesterday at centraal station........i kinda told her in a phone conversation last night, but was speaking what little dutch i can speak to make it seem like i was just bad at the language rather than not really knowing how to tell her.....but i did offer to go back to Amterdam in three weeks when she gets her new flat which she said would be good, but i still don't really know if she knows i like her or if she even likes me back for sure, even though i'm quite sure she does...i think.....im all a bit confuddled though.